People normally do resolutions to mark the start of a new year. You may be thinking what the heck am I doing by suddenly coming up with a wish list or resolution in the May. As I have been taking a break for school waiting to go to college in July, this to me is considered as a new chapter of life. A brand new beginning. In less than two months I will be embarking on a new journey, so here I am trying to write down my wishes for a brand new beginning.
1. Settle down well in college.
College perhaps will have a great difference compared to high school. I will need a little bit of time to adjust to the new lifestyle. Not to mention half a year of rusting at home. Getting up early for school and studying till late afternoon though is not foreign anymore. That was exactly how my high school life was like. I am going to stay away from home and live in a completely new environment. I do hope that homesickness won't occur to me. LOL. My ultimate wish would be everything will go well with my residence and new environment.
2. Do well and survive A levels
I made my decision to do A levels at Sunway College. A lot of consideration was taken into account before making this huge decision. So a lot of people said that A levels is a tough thing to handle and a killer to many people. Therefore, I have to work extra hard to cope with the syllables and do well to ensure I can achieve my dream and get into a good uni. That means less procrastination and more self-discipline. Oh well!
3. Make new friends
It is usually hard for me to make new friends. People say that I look cold on the outside and it is hard to approach me. Well, I do look like a super friendly person, do I? And I am also not the type to mingle well with strangers so sometimes it is hard for me to make new friends. So I do hope that I can change a bit and try to be more sociable, which is different from my usual self. It's time for a change!! Ini kalilah.
4. Eat less and exercise more
Many people might not know that I am always struggling with weight issues. It's not that I am fat but I am not satisfied with body. I just wish to be a little bit slimmer. Yeah, insecurities kill! But what to do? Insecurity is part of human nature. I am still working hard to achieve my goal of losing some more weight so I have to indulge less in food. I am eating clean now and exercising regularly. Well, I need to have more dedication in exercising. Sometimes I skip them when I am lazy. LOL. Bad :( And well food is my biggest enemy. I have a sweet tooth thus I especially love desserts. I know it is fattening but who does not love desserts? It brings back childhood memories. What I have to do now is trying to cut down on unhealthy food and junk!! Wish me luck.
5. Travel around the world
Travelling is one of my hobbies. OMG money draining hobby!! At least I don't spend them on drugs. Good enough, LOL. I cannot wait to set foot on Korea, Japan, Bangkok, Europe, Maldives..... How I wish I can travel round the globe, be to every possible places. Of course this may not happen this year. *Sob. Money is a big issue! Never mind, I will make sure this dream comes true in the near future. If there is a will, there is a way! I just love travelling. It gives me a sense of fulfilment.
6. Own a wardrobe full of clothes and shoes
Do not judge me!! This is every women's ultimate dream in life. A girl can never have too much clothes. Girls need to be pampered with limitless supply of fashion garments. Dressing up is a vital part of a girl's life. How I wish to have all the nice items to wear so I can be fashionable and look good every single day. Dressing up nicely is not a waste of time, money and energy. Do you know why we need to be presentable? Firstly, it is as a form of respect. You dress nicely so people will feel more comfortable seeing you. Imagine showing up at an event underdressed, wearing shorts and fit flops, how will others feel? Second, people judge you by how you look. This is a fact! If you dress nicely, people will have better impression and perception of you. Lastly, we girls dress up properly to boost up our own confidence. When you feel exclusive in your outfit, you will immediately feel more confident. How I wish......
7. Have my own blogshop/ retail shop/ fashion line someday
I am a really big fan of fashion. I like to keep up with the current trend and explore fashion. So I really do hope that one day I can be involved in something great like this. If possible, in the near future I would like to have my own little shop, selling the stuffs I handpick. And hopefully later in life, I can proudly have my own brand. Like Jimmy Choo!! Internationally renowned! Who knows?? There is a possibility.
8.Control my temper and be more patient
My outbursts are not intentional. It is just that I cannot control it. The fiery feeling just suddenly overpowers me at that specific moment. I know it is bad but I am really really trying my very best to change. I am trying very hard. It is not that easy you know?? But sometimes at my boiling point, I just zipped my mouth so that I will have no chance to explode. LOL. To me that is major achievement!! Please bear with me a little bit kay?? I WILL CHANGE!! TRUST ME!!
9.Read more books
Reading is such a great thing to do. I should probably get my hand on more self-improvement books. This is to search for the much needed motivation and to chase all of my negative thoughts away. I need to read more storybooks, articles and magazines to improve my English and my writing. Yes, and the very reason I wrote this blog was to improve myself too in both aspects. Luckily, I kept going. Never thought I would make it past that 10 posts mark. *APPLAUSE!!!!!! I firmly believe writing is a very beautiful art and those authors deserve thumbs up. I can be so engrossed in some thrillers till I gave up sleep for them. I used to and of course currently too spend a fortune on books. But I believe that it's worth it because reading makes you more knowledgeable. It is a form of investment.
10. Volunteer
I truly feel blessed with my life. As I witness other people who might not be as lucky as me, there is a tinge of painful feeling in my heart. I do like to help the less fortunate. So i thought of doing some voluntary works to raise funds to help as many people as possible. They say by giving you will gain happiness. It is try indeed. So I made up my mind to spare some time for volunteering.
I do hope that all of these things will be achieved. From deep down in my heart, I believe in myself!! FIGHTING!
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